Oh, the stupidity of me to open another blog- even if I can predict how this may end. In due time this blog shall fade away into nothingness- only to be found months later by a much bitter and mature Ica. The life cycle of my blogs always end up to be incredibly short, with the exception of my Tumblr which I too have abandoned for the strange thing known as life, and I always end up creating a new one for a very new and clichéd beginning. That lasts for about, ten minutes, then once again my tumultuous family life acts up again and I'm forced to leave the blog in order to save myself from the inevitable humiliation.
The only thing that's making me open a new blog is because of that small light of hope that I have been dreaming of. This Christmas break, if the stars will permit it, might be the start of the revolution within me. Perhaps the stars will finally align and change my fate, and that one day my hormone driven self will wake up to see that me I've been looking for in a long time...
